Wednesday, December 25, 2019

Not My Enemies


I know I have observed before that while political disagreements among Christians are not new, they seem to me to have become considerably deeper and more acrimonious in the last decade or so, especially in the last four years.

In my Psalm prayers this morning, Psalm 55:12-14 seemed to me to be words that people on both sides of these political divides might claim for themselves. They do express both the incredulity and distress that I feel reflecting on the widely divergent paths taken by so many with whom I have been close and whose lives have shaped and informed my journey.

It is not enemies who taunt me— I could bear that; it is not adversaries who deal insolently with me— I could hide from them. But it is you, my equal, my companion, my familiar friend, with whom I kept pleasant company; we walked in the house of God with the throng.

I must confess my prayer this morning was more about expressing my grief to God than about “solving this problem.” I know better to ask God to change others’ minds to match me or to ask God to suspend my convictions or to obscure the obvious reality. My prayer was more relinquishing my angst about this to God, trusting that God can handle the struggle I cannot handle. I found considerable comfort in verse 22 (which is echoed in 1 Peter 5:7). “Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you.” In context the Psalmist (attr. David) feels abandoned by his friends and companions but recognized that God would not abandon him. So in my prayer this morning, I affirmed to God that I was confident God would not abandon the community of faith, nor me personally, in this time of trial (even as I pray we would be delivered from it – Matthew 6:13 NRSV).


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